Dear Journal,
When we went camping, when i was younger, Gary made me wanted. He unlike my family treated me right, with respect. Father still is rude calling me chubby, still telling us to lay off the chips. Him and mother got a divorse rescently. Thank God for that. He never treated her right. I have a new man in my life, Bill. He treats me ok i guess, pushed me around a few times, but i guess thats ok, the other men have done that so why not Bill too? Men only want women for one reason, Sex. I've known this sense i was younger. Men make me seem like all women are ment to do is cook, clean and pleasure them. I cant cook all that well, always burning food i make for Bill, he gets a little angry sometimes. And well as far as cleaning goes... ive always been messy, ever sense i use to share a room with my sisters. Speaking of sisters, Amie got married, im not a fan of her husband. He sits at home, drinking well Amie's out working. I miss when she use to come down stairs and sit on my bed with me and we'd talk about everything, boys, school. how unfar out parents were being. She's grown up so fast. Where has time gone? It flew past me. My memories shall always stay with me though, good and bad ones.
Sincerly, Janine
Hey this was pretty good!I think you did a pretty good job dipping into other Janines perspective!Especially her thoughts about men!
ReplyDeleteI think you seen things very good from her prospective. It sounds like she really did write that journal. Her life is messed up and were only a fourth way though the book. Good job :)
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