Dear diary
Back then when I was so happy to be with Kurt. Kurt was so sweet and kind and lovely he was just one of the residents at the hospital who I happen to cling on right after I had happen to just break it off with Michael. Me and Kurt started secretly going out. Even though he was married and had kids of his own. I feel like a home wrecker.I remember going to Washington and how hard it was to leave the kids and Kurt.I graduated with hoopla and moved in with Kurt.Who would of thought that later on we would be married. And I would be a step mother of his kids who I love dearly.Even though back then Kurt told me countless of times he never leave his wife.Which was a lie.I ended up getting breast implants for Kurt even though I loss the feeling on my left breast I also wear tighter clothes which Kurt says make me sexy. I get evil stares from women and lustful eyes from men which make me feel like a whore. Me and Kurt now get in countless arguments which he blames me for everything. I hate when he like this he also hits me a couple of times and screams at me but I love him and I know he loves me. We go to therapy but all she tells us is to do thing that pleases each other.
I really love him
sincerely
Jainine
i think i may read this book after im done with mean. it sounds really interesting. but thats not good that he hits her,and she is ok with it.
ReplyDeleteThere is no reason for him to freak on her like that. Everything is fine one minute and the next she is scared for her and the kids, unsuer what to do. But then doesn't do anything and just move's on like everything is okay, it makes you think is Kurt going to change for the good or worst.
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