Journal Writer. Week #1

My name is Janine, I am a person with a lot of life experiances. A big family and a stuck father. I have older a younger siblings. My sister Amy was found out missing in the begining. I had a twin sister Jane, but she died. When i was 13 years old I had a babysitting job for the Johnston's who were our neighbor, one day i went to visit and the dad and mom were going out to a party. The father came home early and tried to rape me infront of his children. I go to tell my parents and my mom and dad were coming home from a party laying in bed when i told them. My mom looked at my dad and so did I, all my dad said was "Don't tell anyone or you'll be known as a slut". My dad and i don't get along so when i turn 18 I move out, leaving my little sister Amy. One night a friend and I go to a bar and i leave early, I go home and hear the door being opened behind me, I thought it was my friend but i turn around a it was a guy, who had rapped me and left cuts and such everywhere. My dad come's up to visit me and my boyfriend, Bill and we had a diner date, and my dad embarrised me so bad, he kissed a friend of mine i work with's arm and she pulled away. I was so embarrised. I got into another relationship with a guy named Micheal, we went up to meet his parents, and we didn't have a sucessful time because we did not get a long. My dad always give's me a weird feeling when he hugs me and touches me, its just not right. When i say goodbye he tries to kiss me on the lips. My sister Amy recently called me and told me she got married, how exciting.
Sincerly, Janine.