Journal writer -Week 4

Dear Journal, Kurt and I have hit a rough patch. We always argue, he's always blaming me for things i have no control over. We went for a trip and took sarah and my sister. She decided to watch her for us. Kurt pressured me into another tight bathing suit yet again. Im sick of him trying to force me into these tight clothes, im not a twenty year old college student anymore. He needs to know im a mother, a working women and a wife, not some young lady anymore. I dont know how much longer I can take this. Either we will divorse or fix this. We're going to see the marraige counsler again, but she doesn't help what-so-ever. I do love him, but his love is sufficating me, I dont know how much longer i can keep above the surface..... Sincerly, Janine